I want your touches to scar me so I’ll know where you’ve been.
I want you to watch when I go down in flames.
I want a list of atrocities burning in your name.
I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back.
I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer.
I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open.
I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you’ll do.
I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted.
I want a controlling interest.
I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die.
I want to be your secret hater.
I want to stop destroying you but I can’t.
And I want, and I want, and I want, and I will always be hungry.
And I want, and I want, and I want.
Song: Recoil – Want