I Want.

 

 

I want your touches to scar me so I’ll know where you’ve been.
I want you to watch when I go down in flames.
I want a list of atrocities burning in your name.
I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back.

I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer. 
I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open.  

And I want

I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you’ll do.
I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted.
I want a controlling interest.
I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die. 

I want to be your secret hater. 
I want to stop destroying you but I can’t. 
And I want, and I want, and I want, and I will always be hungry. 
And I want, and I want, and I want.

Song: Recoil – Want

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